The Thing Is

While R.C. was away I found another boyfriend. His name is T.W. He is HOT, and black (I’m not saying that I like black guys better, it just always seems that the best sex I have is with them). He’s positively irresistible! I met him while he was working, and we ended up talking and then dating. Then one day he introduced me to his friend, while we were at some sketchy party, but not as his friend… as his girlfriend. I didn’t know how to act so I just shook her hand and said hi. I didn’t know that now he considered us exclusive! My heart was beating so fast! But I just looked at him and smiled. But I really wasn’t happy about this! I mean, this meant trouble. Big trouble. I already have a boyfriend, so what was I going to do with another one! The answer was simple just play innocent. So T.W. are still dating. But there’s something wrong with him. He’s a compulsive liar, controlling, manipulative, and boring. This guy lies about EVERYTHING. He says he’s “fixing his car”, he doesn’t know the first thing about fixing a transmission problem let alone an oil change! The next day he says that he was burnt by cooking oil at work, he shows me where on his arm… it’s a scar… I mean does he really expect me to be that dumb to actually believe him?!? One time he says that he used to be a “total player”, and “has slept with over fifty girls”. So I feel it’s okay for me to tell him how many people I have slept with, immediately after he says that he was just testing me, and he wanted me to be honest with him. I don’t really see the point of being in a “relationship” with someone if you’re not going to be honest with each other… which I know is a complete contradiction of what I’m doing, by dating multiple people at the same time… But still! It really pisses me off, that he does all of these things, for no reason at all! He has all of this great potential to be the perfect boyfriend: but he blows it.