The Thing Is

Tonight R.C. said “sometimes I’m scared I’m not good enough for you”. And inside my head I was like… well yah, because I am too good for you. He said he was scared I was going to leave him. I reassured him that no, I would never leave him, and that he has no reason to be scared. But the thing is, I would leave him and I most likely will this year. But for some reason I seem to have this thing where I can’t say no sometimes. Doesn’t matter what the situation is, I just can’t do it. We go through this conversation almost at least once a week. It’s repetitive, and annoying. I hate hearing how he’s feeling. He tells me all of his insecurities, and he whiiiiiiiines! Ugh! I can’t stand whiny people. I like it when he’s confident and sure of himself. Not when he’s being a girl and complaining about why he’s not happy with himself. I want him to be a man and grow a pair. I’m sick of dating the girl side of him.